Where's my Motivation?

You know those days, the ones where you really don't feel like doing anything. Well that could easily describe my last couple days. I'm re-doing last week's P90X schedule because I missed quite a few workouts last week, though I think 3 hours of kayaking on Saturday while camping makes up for some of those. Anyways, I said I was going to be good this week. And yet I started off with a failure. Last night I came home from work fully intending to do my P90X routine. I changed. I put on my shoes. I pulled my hair back. I turned on the video. I started the workout. 10 minutes in, I sat down on the couch and watched 27 Dresses with LR. I don't know why, but I just couldn't make myself do the routine. Granted, I stayed at work until 7 p.m. last night after getting into work at 6:45 a.m., so it was a long day, but I think I've been viewing P90X as a chore instead of something to be excited about.

I did wake up at 4:30 this morning to do the entire P90X routine. And then after work I did the routine I was supposed to do today, so I'm up to date. But I'm slightly bitter about it - I really didn't want to do P90X today.

So what do I do from here? How do I get myself excited about working out? I think I need to find a workout buddy. I'm very much a team sports sort of girl and P90X by myself just isn't working for me... I really need to decide what to do after I finish P90X. I think I need something to look forward to.